My Weekend

My weekend was great besides the fact that Savannah is now sick again! We went to eat dinner at Scalini's on Saturday for my Mother In Law's birthday and of course Matt's brother, wife, daughter was there. Their little girl has constantly been sick for 11 months. They will not take her to the doctor because their wacko friend keeps saying "Oh it is just her teeth and allergies." You can hear her wheezing when you hold her and plus she is so congested and stuff. I cannot believe I have such ignorant people like this to deal with! So, Savannah woke up Sunday morniing around 3am burning up. Her fever was 102.4 degrees and she still isn't feeling better. I cannot call out because of my stupid job! I am so ready to just walk out and go get my little girl. Last night she woke up at 1:37am burning up again. I finally got her back to sleep at 3:13am, so needless to say I am exhausted today! It kills me to see her like this. Matt's brother had the nerve to say to him this morning "Wow, Savannah gets sick a lot!" He is quick to point out my child getting sick, but doesn't care about getting his child to the doctor to see what her problem is. My job is the reason that I am at work and Savannah is at a daycare sick! If I were to call in today I would have probably lost my job, but I wouldn't have cared. Matt says that I cannot afford to loose this job right now, so I guess I have to do what he tells me to do. I am so misreable here. I do not fit in with the people here and plus I do not stay busy all day. I am usually busy for 3-4 hours a day and the rest of the time I just sit here. How irritating!

I had requested to have Thursday off because Matt was suppose to go and have a procedure done where they stick a camera down your throat to see what is going on with him. This specialist that he saw on Friday said that it seems to be a tumor. My boss sends me the request on Friday and it is still pending today. So, he was most likely going to say no. Matt has decided to hold off on this procedure for a while. He wants to get some other opinions first because these doctor's have put him through so much already and he didn't even need half of the stuff that they have made him do.